u there

i think i now treat my blog as a place to rite my memory and to frustrate my feelings and thoughts simply becus i noe nobaody will read... so i think i will feel better if i rite out bah

these few days, my mood swing until very unusal... can be very happy then suddenly sad at one moment... i juz simply dunno wad to do... cry? probably tats the faster and easier way to let my stress and discomfort out but after cryin wads the use... will feel better but the feelin and thoughts still linger there... when alone still will think negative still will feel sad... however i personally feel tat the best way to be sad is not to let ur friends see thr u are sad cus i think that somehow will affect ur friends feeling and only made them worried... recently i have manage to control my tears... or else i will cry non stop when watchin the history movie at ava

thanks for ur hug and words of encouragement... i really appreciate that... at least u care...