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i dunno wad my brain contain.. sometimes think too much, sometimes too little...

i think a CHANGE is very important to me... sianz sia... if i go on further lky tis... i surely will suffocate de... sometimes i wonder is the horoscope, pisces a good horoscope...

i am weary le.. i decided to be invisible to the surroundin...

tis may be a good suggestion...

good luck to myself...

sick...

oh no, i fall sick le.. so miserable... keep sneezin and coughin, think still got a bit of feverish... haa connie and shi hui ask me go see doc, i refuse... luckily when we go orchard eat, i didnt sneez, but once i reach class, sneez again... lol

today aft class went with my cousin joanne how to go tm eat ajisen... i dun even noe nice a not cus i smell nth, i can only taste salty... she tempted me to buy louis vuitton neverful.. lol..
tml i goin vivo with my cousin, if nth goes wrong.. i wanna replenich my wardrobe... lol

yeah!!

haha today aft my class i went ruth study de poly to eat lunch with her at the alumni... omg her poly is lky so big... but opp is so woolo woolo... lol... the food ther not bad la... but bcus some bunch are celebrating their frenz birthday ther so very noisy... my ear nearly break...
then we went back sec sch take cert... saw mrs aw, buy chocolate for her, buy sweets for juniors... then later we went ding tai feng to eat dinner...


i really hope that " frenz" of ruth can stop disturbing her... i no need to hear her side of story cus i believe ruth... not that we are ppl who are demanding but things are so simple. 你做初一，我就做十五. why act pathetic? when u sound innocent or look lky one, i really hate tis kind of ppl too lor.. last time sec sch also hav i think my sch also hav bah, but not tat extreme... aiya... some ppl juz can be fooled by these kind of ppl "shake head" haiz they are juz so cock eye... and stamps are juz piling up their eyes...

twice in a row...

i saw couple quarrel very fierce twice... once is when i eating with my family. the guy bang the chair on e floor and smash the glass door... wad e hell la, in e end still hand bleed.

then another one is in the carpark.. oh my god shout until lky tat the gf also can stand... and e guy shout in eng but is broken de in e end scold in hokkien haha cus for him more easy to express himself... sian why guys so impatient de... cannot stand in gals shoes and think meh?
selfish

The "Swensen" save me

haha the swensen sign help me... if not i ganna miss my stop again... lol tat time go sch, already miss my queenstown stop today nearly miss my tampines stop... lol


haha haha haha finally
finish exam le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tis few wks juz dun feel rite... and i really really didnt update for long time... really sian lehz bcus on mon will be my pbm exam... stupid la, i still not confident... yesterday my cousin come my hse to study for eng. so sad her exam venue is pasir ris sec not the same as me =(
actually, supposelly we wanna go for e tuition de, but we think lky waste of $$ for the registration fee, and e truth is i dun lky tat teacher, she jux gets on my nerve la... wad e hell, giv u $$ earn still tok so much crap... dun lky, stay at home shake legs la... so sian sia see her face and attitude... dunno is it bcus my current sch environment or wad, but i think i change my attitude towards teacher already... dun think tat u are full of knowledge then u can look down on students... tell me wad, " i thought MDIS also got eng class??" stupid expression. i dun wan to take cannot is it? must get ur approve ar? luckily really didnt go for her lesson. take the $$ go upgrade my brain memory is better than let her earn le. wtf
thinkin of taking adv diploma, but i wanna ask clearly, if the econ lecturer for adv dip is not peggy, i will not take that course...

tml will be sun, i really no comfident, e feeling is exactly e same in sec sch, i study v hard le but i got no confident i will squeeze out all my brain juice... HA HA sian la...

goody!!

my hse living room fan spoil so go buy one... then in the end i got one for my room too... haha
cool lor still got remote control haha...

everywher is so crowded so in the end we get our bums on the chairs of Fish & Co to settle our dinner... think i saw jacqueline and she is a waitress ther but she didnt come to my table =(
after eating still saw students using the electric plug at the wall in front of the sushi shop, cus now ther renovating so a total of 4 sit ther... a bit lame lehx... need to save electric until lky tat ar??

OH my oh MY

argh!!! i juz realise that my wish lists are getting longer and longer... how??
initially i wanted a digital camera, now i want a new psp. haha i think it will be great if i own one, so that i no need to share with my bro, but hor i dun wan the psp slim cus their battery life so short... then today our school a lot of ppl got presentation exam, omg their laptop is so slim and light, i also wanna to own one!!! but i juz bought a desktop lehz... lol
lee choo bought a VAIO gold in colour!!! a also want!!! then i also need to save $$ for psp and digital camera memory card!!!
and today i played coonie's psp, i got hooked on for audition!!! dun care la, i wan to go modify my psp!!!

Happy Father Day!!!

haha that day was not able to wish him a happy birthday cus aft come back so tired liao... lol
we went to crystal jade to eat for lunch, but so guilty, is he pay one. my bro and me didnt manage to get him a present cus nth caught his eyes, but in the end, he bought shoes for my mum...lol
haha he even got me a limited edition Longchamp bag in pink with designs... actually didnt wanna one initially, but saw my cousin's one was nice, so jux walk in to see at paragon there, but didnt expect to find one that i lky so i bought it... then we went to coffee bean club to rest our feets cus tats the nearest place... the latte there was so so. starbuck one is nicer. and cheaper than coffee club. but cannot drink too often. or else pocket will burnt one hole... lol

phew...

haa finally my econ test is finished. although some of e qns seem similar and sone the same as the practice she given us i am still not confident... i noe cannot get full marks but let me hav a good pass bah...lol

actually everybody limits is not tat durable, but cheena ppl juz get on my nerves... why do they need to be so kiasu? why they always anyhow dash across e road? they always complain sin ppl dun lky them dun respect them but wad they do to get our respect? they are lky steppin over our homeland. not only they contribute to noise pollution, air pollution and even land pollution. if they think they deserve better, pls return back to their own country... my lecturer say we allow them to come is bcus our homeland hav not enough ppl... but i dun wan them to take over our country... i dun wish to see our next next generation flowin their blood... i wanna them to flow sin blood.. the way they cultivate their children is so bad... do they need to raise their voice to speak? hearing their accent juz makes my hair stand. if they cannot speak eng properly pls dun say until tat u think are so fluent... and pls dun flaunt ur jap... it juz makes me puke... pls la.. seeing them tat day in our class juz make me more and more hate them and the woman in the train... need to be so ks to dash for the seat and in the end make until me without sayin sry... i think sry and excuse me are words not found i their vocab... and pls tis is sin not ur own country... pls look out for cars when u cross the road. dun make the driver go jail bcus of u... so not worth it... only ur own country can dash across e road bcus got no traffic lights... if they all wanna coime to our country, pls learn how to be one... dun think tat we should change bcus of u but is u all shld learn to blend into our culture... and sin families are happy enough.. no need for them to intervene


i juz said wad comes into my mind...i will feel uneasy if i dun blog my feelin...

The Icon

oh yes, it is such a miracle. i do not noe that i hav the ability of being invisible. actually i realise tis ability when i was in secondary sch... i dunno tis icon activated again now... actually its also cool to be invisible la...

nice sia...

on fri aft sch i waited for my cousin to end sch... and i end at 4 and she end at 5 but nvm la she end early in the end and i waited for her in the library... luckily i on my phone, cus low batt, if not she surely cannot find me...lol
so we took train and went to bugis to eat... haha long john silver again.... then aft eating we went to bugis street... and we manage to buy things at second lvl. she bought a short and a tube dress while i buy 2 shorts.
then we went across to shop at the shopping mall. although i reach home ard 8.10 so we spent not long together eating, toking and shopping but i hav a great time with her...
may we go out soon !!!





( my cousin complain i got too many pics of food in my friendster... lol i gonna delete some of them in case she drool...lol)

friendship

actually wad does friendship really means? i thought i sorted out my doubts durin secondary sch days, but here am i in doubts again. why do friendship exist? does it behave the same as the relationship we hav with our love ones? is it that we can treat everybody as our frenz? or only sch mates and stranger... frenz hav good frenz and best frenz... but if i really treat tat person as my friend who gradually turning into a good frenz... wad do i do if i were hurt by my tat frenz? do i hav to suffer in silence? why do i deserve tat... why do i not get good returns when i treat a person truthfully? do people treat me as frenz when i treat them as my frenz? i dun lky the feelin of being hurt, neither will i hurt ppl feelin but why do ppl can change face faster than turnin pages of books? i juz dun understand. porbably the distance between us is really spacing out double each time... gradually ther will be a hole... and never will i fall into tat pit again...
after thinkin it thr thers actually nth to worry or think abt i juz do my usual stuff and behaves like myself... probably today will be the last day we ever tok... if my tat frenz dun mind neither do i ... i told myself neither do i wan to suffer in agony again... why do the frenz can behave like so happily but i hav to think abt wad i had done wrong to be treated tis way...
probably its also my character bah... if i dun lky u i will never step out the first step to noe ur name and befrenz u.. but if i really do tat means i really treat the friendship bond between me and u really important...
ppl say love some1 is painful but actually being hurt by the frenz ard u hurts even more... probably ppl juz dun tink lky me and agree with me bah... i once thought i was on an isolated island... those really close to me are the coconut trees ard me probably ther may be more than 5 but less than 7 but they are the ones who go thr everything with me...not the fishes ard me which giv me nutrition...


i dun lky to blog stuff like tis... i blog some in my old entries... the process when bloggin is not nice and aft the blog been post makes me even emo... but i feel better tis way... i dunno i will behave emo tml a not... but once a person told me tat she do not feel lky closin to me when she sees my face, but aft tokin she feels the other way round... tat is one i av only a fews best frenz and good good frenz... becus i am like tis... is my horoscope, gene or characteristic?? i dunno... but i will not change for others... i will change for the better but i will not sacrifice my happiness to make u happy... tat is me... if u cant accept tis personality of mine u cant be my frenz... but i wonder why some can...
thats why i love my galfrenz a lot... thank u for being ther when i am down... thank u for sortin my thoughts for me and ask me to dun tink too much... even if some of my galfrenz dun read my blog, i juz wan to tell them how much i love them and cares for them ( pls dun be mistaken, i still lky cute and humour but not childish boys)

haa

cant believe i back to the addiction of maple. hmm even my bro is more pro than me lor... i think i am juz too lazy to train bah... i think i juz put my character ther for him to train... anyway my char got a new hairstyle, chio man..lol haiz tml pbm again, next wk got econ test... oh my god, howam i gonna to survive. so i say my mood will swing bcos of stress not others... believe me my dear cousin, lol
ruth say she probably hav time for us, hmm i yet to confirm with lee choo. feel so happy that i now can meet lee choo more often. this helps our frenzship a lot, and our taste gettin nearer and neare but rest assure my ruth dear, we three still and always stay the same... =)
i long time didnt go vivo le... haiz connie workin again...

Blog blog blog

i was thinkin that i should not save $$ for scooter. the $$ i should save to spend a trip to japan and taiwan and have the excess $$ to spend to buy things there. haa lee choo say that she will bring back 3 luggages. for me i will bring a backpack and a luggage ther and go ther to buy a luggage with doreamon prints lol


something juz came to my mind.Celebrities scared their relationship 见光死, but does commoner cares? i wonder...

blog, blog and blog

cool leh nowadays ppl can earn $$ when they blog...
today lee choo went to collect her mag from kino call potato. inside got news and hey say jump!!! and she brought me a fan with yamada picture printed on top. how good will it be to be yamapi de. and its bought from japan lehz... oh my god i also want to go...
hmm long time didnt orchard le... but today not much of goods although is GSS. we bought belts, earings and she buy hairbands. and we promise to exchange belts next time...


































oh no so late...sleepy liao... goin to slp tml then update...lol

livejournal is cooler

livejournal is so cool la can post the video that i like on top, while blogger is so much troublesome. juz realise farenheit hav new album in jap?! they noe meh? will go listen...










my head really hurts. have to apologise to shi hui for not able to complete my task. hopefully by tml bah. i juz cannnot think well. sry hor.

Oh No!

ppl say that pig die bcus of stupidness i think i also bah. till today then i noe my cpu in front can plug in usb cable ?! haiz... the cpu gives me prob again. sad lehz and my head now feel lky bombing. so pain la. argh!!! juz dun understand why ppl cannot let the passenger in the cabin to come out first. haa my bro phone spoil le evil lehz me... but hor heng la i didnt buy e same hahaha. so tml the kind soul of me will bring it down to send for repair. and meetin my darling also... muack!!!

Super Super pissed off

these few days not feelin too well headache plus stomach ache, made me super tired. the computer still refuse to function well. haiz so damm stupid la. i am really tired already la