is it too late liao?

some things are not under our control... although ppl always say ur fate is control by urself or ur fate is in ur hand... but not always the thing that u think or u wan or u wish will come thr... some things are really cannot control by us... tis today, till now, 11th nv 2007 10.30am, i then noe smth...i had been foolish all tis while... however i am so relieve that i did not sink too much on tis matter... neither did i try to believe much in it... till today, then i see the clearness(got tis word? probably i invent one haha) of tis matter, hmm a bit sad la... but anyway i should blame it on myself but no one... is i owself think too much bah... i am so happy and proud of myself that i can draw conclusion for myself and jump out of this confusing situation...

something tat made me happy will be able to sms my best frenz and noe her current situation...

after riting think tat my tis entry abit funny and difficult to understand... but able to rite it out makes me feel better... probably my livejournal make more sense...